Friday, November 13, 2009

move onward to move the scale downward

yesterday was a bust. i don't want to talk about it. i don't want to dwell, because i am back on track. yes, i didn't do well, but it was a small bump in the road. a reminder, if you will, about why i hate eating.

today i am going to stay busy busy at work. after work, i have plans to start christmas shopping with one of my roommates. when i get home, i am cleaning my room top to bottom, because it has gotten rather messy in my whirlwind of a week. only then, ONLY then, will i plop on the couch to watch my missed shows this week (biggest loser, america's next top model, and 30rock), and then i will have my dinner. i have a spaghetti squash, so i'm going to roast that and eat it with a little spaghetti sauce and some spinach. i might treat myself to a sparking water (in lieu of wine).

then i'm going to bed early! i can't wait.

the date last night went fairly well. it was my first real date in a loooong time, and i guess it was good. i didn't end feeling all tingly-omg-this-is-sooo-great, but we did kiss. a little one. of course, after i went down into the subway to get home (we went out in the financial district, his neighborhood, so i had to go back to brooklyn), i started missing L from the summer. OF COURSE. ughhh, i wish i had normal feelings.

well, anyhoo. i hope everyone has a good day.

OH. quickly. i am going to weigh myself on thanksgiving (or maybe the day before, depending), and i have decided that my goal is to be 130. again, i have no idea what i weight now, but 130 on thanksgiving. i can do it!

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