what a conundrum

when i eat foods that are "good" for me, veggies, rice, beans, fruits, etc, i eat a LOT. too much, waaaaaaaay too much.

when i eat foods that are "bad" for me, chips, cheese, chocolate, peanut butter, etc, i can control myself.

how odd.

and what to do? as a person who is mildly obsessed with food and what's good and bad and what i am/amnot allowed to eat, there is not a happy place for me in all this.

well well well.
today's intake so far:
2 pieces of that light toast stuff (80)
some peanutbutter (90)
1 clementine (40)
oatmeal (160)
=
370

i have lettuce and a cuke that need to be eaten before going home for thanksgiving. so there's that tonight.

running later, despite the shit weather. uggawug.