new direction

yeah, so i was using this blog as a way to record my crazyiosity last year. i fell out of touch with it because i had to keep it a secret, yet write in it all the time. so screw that.

in other news, i have an eating disorder. it's not new. not in the least. but it's back with a vengeance. here's my newest eating disorder blog.

today's plan was a 200-calorie breakfast, then nothing until dinner. my roommates and i have sunday night dinners, and we were going to make roasted cauliflower, so i figured it couldn't be too bad. of course, i fucking suck though. bought apple/corn salsa from the farmers market and pigged on carrots and corn chips.

so full and disgusting right now.

needless to say, i am eating VERY little of this cauliflower shit.

ughhhh. my 5-year high school reunion is in less than 3 weeks. i would love to drop 10 pounds before then. no more eating after dinner. for real this time, or i am going to hate myself.